I Want To Remember: Part 3

I want to remember how much I truly love this wonderful man.

 

I want to remember how hard it was to be away from him for the two nights I was in hospital and how happy I was to be in his arms and be sleeping by his side again when I came home.

 

I want to remember how much my heart has swelled watching him become a father again.

 

I want to remember how wonderful he has been with Violet these last few weeks.

 

I want to remember how much he has sacrificed to be here with me, making a family together.

 

I want to remember that I feel stronger and more able to tackle life when he is by my side.

 

I want to remember all of the things that he does around the house and let go of the the things that take him a little longer to get to.

 

I want to remember that although there have been rough patches in our relationship so far, and that there will no doubt be more rough patches to come, my life is infinitely better with him in it. And that working through those rough patches will always be worth it.

 

I want to remember how happy I was when he proposed and how excited I am to be marrying him.

 

I want to remember how much he can make me laugh, and to allow myself to laugh with him more often.

 

I want to remember for us to have fun together. To not always be serious.

 

I want to remember to make time for him.

 

I want to remember to make sure that the things that I say and do show him how special he is to me and how much I value him and everything that he has bought to my life.

 

I want to remember to show him how much I love him and to make sure that he knows that he has my whole heart.